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Hi Drew. I'm unsure about clomid. I think (not positive) that Rebecca is taking it. Haven't heard from her in a couple of days, but she'd probably be the best person.

Well, I'm off to get an allergy injection and to see my dr. I'll try to get back on tonight.

Hi Girls" stevie is okay..he is just getting dreams..he will start to get this right about now..have to help him get through them..But steve and I are taking out the monitor I was not sure when to do that...but now is a good time! he knows what it is" talk soon

Hey everyone. How have you guys been doing? Sorry that I have not been on as much as I was before. I was tired and hot when i got home yesterday and I am hot and exhausted today. can you believe it, just my second day and they put me on the machine by myself. they told me that i was doing pretty good for it being my first time. i was not far behind anyone else. of course, i probably would have been completely caught up if They would have started me on it as soon as i came in this morning. instead, they started my like 2 hours after i came in. lol. anyhow , being i have started my period again, knowing that i am not pregnant, my husband went out and bought condoms today. :( I really wish that he would want another baby now. I have been waiting on him since like 2003 now. It really makes me sad you guys. everytime i turn around, someone is either getting pregnant or about to have there baby or just had a baby. i want to just start crying like a baby right now but i don't want to. My hubby is in the room too. anyhow, i am liking the job so far. i get really hot though. but hey, it is ok. atleast i am working again. hey nicola, have you thought of any names yet? i know you do not know what you are having yet but some people go ahead and start thinking of names for a boy and girl. hope my mother in law just came in and annoounced that a friend of the family just had a baby on the 29th of april. my heart just dropped you guys. i really feel as if i will never have another baby. all the waiting hurts. like a knife through my heart. :(

Guys, I am so sorry about that long writing. i was trying to keep it as short as i could. sometimes i just spill out. you know? just really wish i had someone to talk to right now. for some reason, when i seen my hubby pick up the condoms, i just broke down inside. i do not know how much longer i can keep the hurt inside. someone please help me. just some encouraging words would be nice. i will check back every now and then. take care girls. (((hugs))))

Hi Amy, you and your hubby really need to sit down and have a heart to heart. You need to be on the same page when it comes to babies. Having a baby when only one wanted it can put a tremendous stress on the marriage. Also not having one when the other desperately does can also drive a wedge between you. You can harbor DEEP resentment. This really needs to be discussed. I feel very sad for the two of you that you're not on the same page. I'm glad that you're liking your job.

Hey Milissa, we had to take the monitor out a long time ago. We just put the gate up in the hallway and allow him access to only our room and his. So, when he's crying I just leave him until he comes to me (unless he falls out of bed and I hear a big thud). :-) He's fell out of his bed a couple of times. Thank goodness its only 4 inches from the ground. However, since I'm the one who wakes up instead of my hubby when he comes in and I'm exhausted those are the nights that he sleeps with us. But, I have noticed that he's starting to sleep throught the night more often (of coarse not this week). I can't wait until it's 1 week in a row. Did his dr. say anything about him maybe being disorentieted because of the move?

So, I saw my dr. today. She put me on 50 mg of clomid. I started today until day 9 of my cycle. She and I discussed the fact that women only have a 20% chance of getting pregnant when the ovulate monthly. Now decrease that to only 5% if you're only ovulating once every 4 months. Not only that, I either need to be pregnant or be put back on my meds. So, we're giving this a shot for the 3 month cycle of clomid then we'll give it a break. So, let's say a pray for us all this month.

Hey. I have tried talking to him. nothing though. it's like he doesn't even here me sometimes. he has told me that he is considering it though. but, if he was considering it, wouldn't he talk with me? i guess he just does not understand me about it. i just want another baby so bad it hurts. you know? anyhow, thanks for replying mel. i'm just really down about it right now. take care everyone.

Hi Crystal. the 2ww is a killer. You wait to find out if you have a period or not, then you do, so then you wait to find out if you've actually ovulated or not. Man this sucks! Ya know, you have your af for 7 (maybe longer) days, but you only have o for 1-2? What the hell? This REALLY sucks. I've had to stop and check myself lately though. We still need to remember to praise the Lord even when we're down. So, praise the Lord we have all found each other so that we can go through this together. :-)

Hey Christina. How are things going fo you today? Wanted to check in with ya.

Hi girls! Hi Mel, i am good today, cookin gofr company tomorrow keeping my mind busy...I still have just spotting no actual period so i dont know what my body is doing to me here. I hope you are all well, talk to you tomorrow.

i took a test said neg. so i think this is a light period but everyone i talk to say they had this at start of pregnancy but its a few days now on and off, so i dont know. well off to bed, baby dust to all,night night!

HI MEL>> yes she said he could be going through some stress from his nanna moving away! He was with her every weekend sense he was 3 weeks old ( colic ) needed breaks..SO yes I can believe that he does not understand. and frankly i'm a little pist off at my mother-in-law..for leaving!! for god sack she left everything here to go live in NC with her boyfriend"...he got a job there. She says she has to live her own life! how are we supposed to even take that? We are a family" part of me wants to not talk too her...fine you want your own life (selfish I think) then don't call the house, and bug us all week! "LIVE YOUR LIFE" alone right..she has this thing in her mind that we are driving there in 3 months? steve and I are like a NO"...and she keeps saying it everytime she calls..we have no idea were this has come from?She was even trying to get us to move there when she first got there..sorry we are not moving!! another thing she said that hurt was when Bring stevie back I can finally start looking for job and turn my car in ( leasing it) and start with my life( we all were close, there every sunday ex..) she is like my mother she is a good person but sense last year when her doc told her she has MS she is a little different? Who knows" her boyfriend is the quite type after 5 years steve and I can only say he likes golf...now she's been on this kick of wanting married..blah blah,,steve and I are sick of the comments ya no"Just for her to leave stevie with out a thought HURTS!! we moved back here for her!!! How can people up and move from family they love for a man who is a hurmit" not close with his family, don't realy have friends...and never realy talk much with us?? LEAVE, for him????I don't get it,,stevies birthday is coming up. We have to keep explaining were she is AND its going to be realy hard on his birthday!!Family means the world to us!! they are all you have in the end..and ours is really GETTING thin!! Half of steves side lives in Florida now..We don't know what to do anymore we need family...shit there is going to be barley any fam at the party... What do u girls think am I being selfish???

Hi Milissa. No, I don't think you're being selfish especially if you moved back from FL just to be with her. You could have stayed in FL where there was more family. I can't believe she's made comments about how when Stevie goes home she can start her life. I think it was very selfish on her part considering the fact that you guys moved back there for her. (but, one good thing is this is the place to vent). We don't have any family close by so Hunter doesn't have to understand if somebody leaves. But, he talks to my mom just about every day on the phone. It helps them understand they are still there even though they can't see them. It's really cute he'll tell her to look at things and she pretends she can see them. And, just lately he's started singing for her.

Hey Amy, I missed your post last night. Something is not connecting when you talk to him about a baby. You really need to tell him all your feelings and expect the same from him. Let him know that you don't want him to think about it, but that you need a decision because the anxiety is killing you. Let him know how saddened you are about the fact that you're not already pregnant. Something's not connecting in your conversations.